Friday, January 16, 2009

When did I stop dreaming????

There was a time in my youth when I dreamed big dreams, took risks, and knew, just knew, by working hard and keeping my eye on what I wanted I would get it.

AND

I Did....

BUT

When I got to that point...it was never enough, more house, more land, better cars, more business, how many more businesses can I manage, sports sports sports, work work work, bigger more machines, more employees, better facility, more money in way more money out, ...then it was gone

It was then that I realized my soul needed to be renewed God had kept my marriage and my family intact through it all, my children were healthy and here, my marriage got stronger and more stable.

My dreams are still foggy....nothing really jumps out anymore to force me forward into that crazy GOT TO GET THERE momentum...at times I do miss the crazy pace, but right now I live day to day, greatful for the blessings graciously given to me...EVERY DAY I feel blessed and realize I do not have a need for anything more that what I already have.

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